Butterfly Pea

Super hot!!!

2010-10-03T21:12:00.004+08:00

Check this out :
This guy is amazing! and did I mention he is sooooo talented in singing and very very hot! haha. I just love watching him sing (Joseph of course, lol) his face expression is a major attraction I know right! haha. I bet you guys would agree with me? :)

if u lose ur mind

2010-07-13T23:23:00.002+08:00

i wish to deep myself in a pool of icey cool water
get numb and frozen to stop my head from thinking... aimlessly? lol
when im too free i tend to think about out of the ordinary and
it just wouldnt stop , it just wander about.. like now?
im just mere crapping and have no idea what im ranting about , clueless completely
maybe im just too tired, feeling lethargic from work
worked full day for two days in a row had taken its toll i guess

lately im crazy about these balinese art work, buddha head statues and whatever that brings me close to nature im on it. lol.i dont know i could go crazy over these things in Jonker that day.
I went there with a friend and there was one shop i entered called "Puri Padi" man i tell ya, one step into the shop i feel like 'home' its like 'i knew i belong here' that kinda feeling. hahaha. seriously.
i was so amazed and feeling like a happy kid when i saw the wooden crafted giraffe, wooden buddha head, and all those contemporary artwork on the wall gosh! it drives me crazy!
i like wanted to tapau everything from there and put into decor in my room. i simply love the art piece and i would definitely , anyhow in the future would design my home look like one of those balinese dream home in the magazine.. that will be my dream home.

lol, am so lari topic rite told ya
okay. yawning like mad now
till next time when my head wanders again.

toodles

2010-06-30T08:58:00.000+08:00

dear virtual diary,

i have three words to sum up for this past half year :

LIFE IS GREAT!!!!!!! WoHOOOOO!!

i did it! i finally did it and i feel damn good now!

hahahhahaha

will blog more soon when i have the time !

thanks :)

Intern!

2010-05-29T02:02:00.000+08:00

started my intern in DiGi last week.
and this is my second week already. paperwork was a little messy at first
was struggling for the first week because i know nuts about closing the sales and all
first week was a tough time and i definitely need to polish my skills in marketing a product. because i.is.suck
T T
i need to hit sales by hook or by crook. its just that sometimes circumstances doesn't allow one to do so. either the fruit was stolen or one have to be trained to have tough skin to take risk and gamble.
tough tough tough.

stealer. u'll see

I MUST DO IT.

destress

2010-04-22T21:09:00.000+08:00

this fyp thingie is giving people hell loads of headaches.

just hand up and now stuck on the presentation slides .. hmm..

gosh, i can't wait to get out of this fyp nitemare..

please release me already..

:(

time flies, just by looking at this recent taken pic makes me realized how fast my little nephew , Ryan has grown up. he and cutest silliest smile never fail to cheer me up :) <3 <3

Busy

2010-04-22T09:11:00.000+08:00

Super busy.

I have no time to blog for now and in the coming two weeks.

I just found out the date for my FYP presentation, will be next week on the 27th

Wish me luck and pray that everything goes smooth. I hope my moderator is nice and kind enough to no pose
such tough difficult questions to answer.

Alrite, off preparing my slides now.

See ya :)

preparing for final exams

2010-04-15T09:09:00.001+08:00

after the FYP hu-ha I felt a weight has lifted off my shoulder.
It feels like everything is coming to a "sweet ending" and the worrying part is getting lesser :)
But the thing is now...

I.have.no.freaking.mood.to.study.for.final.

Please KICK me!

I dyed my hair!

It wasn't really the color I wanted. I wanted it to be purple red, but oh well I did it in my friend's home So, he got mixed up and dyed a copper one instead T T. and I wanna have fringe! But he does't allow = =. He said my face would look even chubbier than it already is if I have one ... *emo* lol and he's a hairstylist btw. hm...

Finally, I get to loosen up for a bit by hanging out with a couple since everyone is still busy with FYP1. Due date for that will be next week. All the best silent readers :). We went for Go Go KTV yesterday. Had much fun and had McD later for late supper. We chatted and I got to find out that this couple is interesting though! damn. Never judge the book by its cover! :P and for once, I is a lamp post. LOL.

In China.

Upon arrival, we took the first cab to our hotel and we got conned for paying 60 RMB (conversion is RM30). LOL. The cab was supposed to be cheaper than this after we found out after a few stays. Oh, also on the first day of arrival my brother lost his handphone in the cab. The cab driver immediately drove away after we took our bags from the trunk. = =. But my bro said, luckily that hp he brought was a Made in China handphone. hahaha.

I wonder how do you actually eat this. I never tried any of the street food there. I just don't have the guts! I wanted to take a photo of the gigantor centipede. But I chickened out. LOL. It was damn freaking huge with the antenna pointing out. ewww! disgusting!

more of random post and pics coming soon :).

waiting

2010-04-11T21:59:00.000+08:00

I'm waiting for reply from my supervisor....

*fingers cross*

I hope I don't have to edit anything. Sick of FYP!

I wanna get it done and over already!

Submission date is tomorrow! WohOoO!! I can't wait to reward myself with a nice oil massage!

BALI THEME please.

or any kind la! i'm willing to pay for pleasure!!

my back been aching for weeks already :( If I could remember, since the day I back from China till now! :( started doing FYP like mad, lack of sleeps, sleeping time got screwed, lack of eatings, drinkings, mamaks, outings everything! I need to be young and youthful again!

FYP had taken much of my energies!

MASSEUSE, you better be GOOOD!

on random note #1: when you hit bottom, you tend to appreciate every little things you never once did. even

the slightest thing! ironically. hence don't take things for granted.

YEAYNESS!

2010-04-10T11:16:00.004+08:00

I'm

about

to be

free-d

from my

cocoon

baby!!!

WOhOooOo!!!! :D :D

deadline coming soon!

2010-03-25T07:40:00.000+08:00

FYP due date is coming soon!

12/4/2010

Will resume in blogging in two weeks time

super busy for these two coming weeks

Wish me luck guys

lack of sleep :( drained...

help :(

This post is dedicated to u, She :)

2010-03-21T11:17:00.003+08:00

This weekend I given yet another surprise birthday celebration to my favorite person on earth :

SHE SHE!!

It was a belated one because her birthday was on the March 13th, the day while I was still playing snow fight with my brother. hehe. I missed the party where she had with the gang and her bf while i was in China. Greetings~~~ :)
So, I went to her shop and she was all surprised and didn't expect me to surprise her in this way. Hehehe. Her reaction was funny though, she was almost in tears .. aww *hugs*
I love to see people's reaction when they received surprises, because the reaction on their faces is very genuine and it certainly makes my day :) hehehe

I knew her since we were in Form 6. We had our best moments on those days that we named ourselves "She She partner". Lol. That was because the both of us were in the same class and we always had the same frequency and instinct to pay a visit to the toilet automatically when the time comes. LOL. weird that makes it special~ lol Hahaha. Much too often that we called ourselves She She. :).

We are like sisters, we are always there to support one another regardless of any ups and downs and she had never failed to turn me down. never once. :). After we graduated from Form 6 we both went on our separate ways to continue with the journey of accomplishing goals in our lives. But that don't stop us from meeting each other all times as we still remain strongly in touch. :) .

Appreciate and Love ya loads she, hope you had a blast and great one with me at jetty hehehe :)

sincerely,
ur she she

:(

2010-03-18T11:27:00.000+08:00

My com got infected by virus :(
I brought my pendrive to print my resume yesterday. Photostat shop the one in MMU. Stupid shop not only sucked my money but also made me paid more because the stupid shop color printer spoil (like as if my fault) so I have to pay for the extra printing papers that didn't turn up good. Grr..

In my pendrive I did save my FYP in it. But I saved everything out in the lappie before I went China because my bro-in-law thought to save the pictures when we are in China just in case we took too many pictures. So basically, my pendrive is all empty :(

Then now pulak my pendrive kena infected by virus :( kesian my lappie Hopefully he doesn't need to visit the hospital again. My friend said, my files still can be restored. Ahh.. what a relief to hear that. Imagine if everything lost (choi3x) I have to freaking re-do my FYP 1 :( :( :(.... no.....

Pray for the best. Am waiting everything to be scanned finished.

super busy

2010-03-16T08:34:00.000+08:00

Hey peepz!

I'll find a time to blog about me China trip okay? Am super busy with assignments and FYP.

planning to finish all assignments this week.

No pics uploaded yet for the China trip because the camera is not with me.Too bad. But I took a few from my phone though :)

To sum it up in four words :

China was awesome YO! :)

Ping ping asked did I bring back any China man with me. Hahaha.

No. They stoinks! But ABCs are freaking cute there <3 <3

Udin asked me if see any camelot and also startfish for snacks!

Plenty! and the starfish looks creepie with orange buds! (took picture of it) eek!

Kabuki and Evan asked if I bought any souvenirs.

Blueks! hahaha. Did :)

and

She she asked if I had fun there.

Hell Yeah! With my awesome family! :) Experience many new things - snow fight! nais! hehehe

I'm glad to have to this trip as it opens my eyes to a wider views of accepting different cultures and values. China is very much different from the norms. I had culture shock at first. Imagine I know nuts about Mandarin and I'm stuck in a country where everybody speaks nothing but Mandarin! Lol. To the extend I have to use sign language = _ =. But its a nice experience though. With knowledge of a standard 1 mandarin i tembak only to survive! hahaha. So yeah, I polished my mandarin a little ;)

I'd love to travel to many places, visiting other countries for a vacation so next time round would most likely be...

BALI!!

this is for now.

have a nice day guys :)

Beijing here I come~

2010-03-07T10:27:00.004+08:00

Will be flying off to Beijing for a week with family :)
I can't wait, had been anticipated for a trip with family for so long, finally it came the day
still... need to get a few winter clothes. its light snow over there. gonna be freezing cold.
i will be leaving in less than 24 hours.. wheee.. :D :D
went to the voyage(again) last nite. brought a friend there :)
the crowds are increasing getting more n more new faces.
okay. i seriously think i need stop going there for a while because my friends said im a stalker :(. lol. although i appreciate her music a lot but i don't wanna be a super maniac fan of hers that glu my ass on the chair every wed n sat listening to her playing music. otherwise, there would be a misperception of being a stalker and that is freaky :(.... though its a place for me to chill and unwind *sob
i appreciate good talents and music A LOT! hmph! maybe just for a while :P~
i did record one song she sang.. its Angel by Sarah Mclachlan. Will post it up soon.

Off to get a few long sleeves.

Later.

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I bought this :

the material is quite thin though and they are ran out off my size, but i bought it anyway considering i'll be wearing layers by layers inside. the shop is currently having promotion

im trying sign up for youtube.com to upload the video. but until now i still haven't receive the verification email. hmm... nvm i'll probably upload it next time

i wanna watch ALICE IN WONDERLAND!!!!!! when im back from China!

adious guys! dont miss me too much! hehe :P

xoxo

Ohh~~ u make me smilleeeeee :) :) :)

2010-03-05T11:23:00.000+08:00

it makes meeeee smileeeee :) :) :) :)

The one with Ping's birthday celebration

2010-03-04T13:41:00.001+08:00

Am taking a break from studying, the weather is killing me! T T
Seriously getting darker now :( So much for staying at home for months to maintain a fair skin, one time outing under the sun my skin dries up T T So imagine how horrible the weather is! Moisturizer and whitening cream are my best friend now. heheee :P

Anyway, I gave a be-earlied-surprise-impromptu birthday celebration for my lovelies, Ping. She was in Melaka for 3 weeks and I thought I had never celebrated any birthday occasion with her, so might as well throw her one since she's around ;)

I went to her house and she was still in her PJ busy picking up calls from clients. LOL :P. the surprise a bit tak jadi la, coz she saw it already. But anyho, these are the pictures :

Those who borned in 1986 are supposed to be 24 this year! but I asked for 25 candles LOL. I actually thought we are 25 ( chinese calender - cover malu - maths fail! ) hahahahahhaha. She was like " Su Ling! You want me to get older faster is it!" ;) oppsss!Sorry Pingu! :P

She was terharu~ :) aww.. *hugs*

Making her wish. In photo I tagged, JacTimon, Jeremy, DonDonovey, HoChun, Leo and myself :)

The white cream on my nose, Ping ping naughtily took the cream from the cake and dashed it on my nose. We wrestled and cake fight after that :P

thanks for being there for all these year :)

and we'll have another round of "ika" session at the Voyage k? hehehe can't wait till the next round of girl's day out. glad u had fun :)

its a short entry. gotta hit the books now. C ya! ;)

the last day of cny.

2010-02-28T10:59:00.002+08:00

Sorry for the lack of updates.

Before I forget,

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR to all my readers! :)

To sum up, this CNY is a quiet one for me as in I didn't really go out for visiting except to the home of the regular kakis . Even though not much of visiting, but the collection is increasing year by year. lol. I don't know how that magically happened but no complains :P

Been busy with a lot assignments lately and also FYP. Planning to get it done bit by bit before my trip to China or otherwise I'll be suffering with there after. Along the way, there are also midterms exams. I have 3 midterms this sem. So not really that hectic.

As for my industrial training, I have drilled down to Holiday Inn (Melaka) or Malaysia Airlines (Penang). So either one will do. I'm crossing my fingers for vacant.

I'm going China in less than a week. Been busy packing winter coats and whole loads of other winter gadgets.My bag is getting bulky due to the thickness of the coats. On the happier note, finally I get the chance to experience cold weather, building snowman and snowfight! :P Also climbing the Great Wall of China. ~~wishing that you are there with me...~~

Anyway, my mood had been emotionally swinging right to the top and down to the bottom (again and again).

Heaven bent to take my hand
And lead me through the fire
Be the long awaited answer
To a long and painful fight

Truth be told I've tried my best
But somewhere along the way
I got caught up in all there was to offer
And the cost was so much more than I could bear

Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...

We all begin with good intent
Love was raw and young
We believed that we could change ourselves
The past could be undone
But we carry on our backs the burden
Time always reveals
The lonely light of morning
The wound that would not heal
It's the bitter taste of losing everything
That I have held so dear.

I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...

Heaven bent to take my hand
Nowhere left to turn
I'm lost to those I thought were friends
To everyone I know
Oh they turned their heads embarassed
Pretend that they don't see
But it's one missed step
You'll slip before you know it
And there doesn't seem a way to be redeemed

Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...

to you,
i~~'ll wait for you.~~

Cleaning the mess!

2010-02-06T12:55:00.001+08:00

Today, I'm going to clean my cupboard full of clothes!

Gotta sort the clothes out, too many old junks that my cupboard is suffocating for place to breathe. Gotta find a place to chuck em one side or sell it here :P or give it to charity :)

That day I played "dress up", shiok sendiri with myself on the mirror. Very the vain~~ lol

Let's see what I can dig out today :)

**Oh random note, JacJac wants me to help her make "pai tee" or better known as "top hat" today. Lol.

and Ping said I knew how to do and it is easy we had a talked on a phone that day . funnY! I thought she meant the "kuih topi"(brown-like color) instead of "top hat" . hahaha. Miscomunication. failed. lol.

We'll see if I'm meeting the lovelies today :)

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Organizing the clothes according to the colors is no joke! Sorry la, gotta bare with the quality of the pictures taken from my handphone because I miskin got no camera :D.

**Disclaimer : Some are for sale and some are for display purpose only :)

These are the piles of hanging clothes

the utter mess after taking everything out from the closet! :D

and below are the amount of treasures I found in the closet. never knew it existed :

Denim dress.

Flowery dress (For sale)

Bought in MMU

Still new.

Vintage dress.

I called it "Pocahontas Dress" (For sale)

Worn once.

My prom dress! When I was in form 2. Can't believe I can still fit in! haha.

Colourful dress (For sale)

Worn twice.

Still new!

I only wore this once last CNY! During my chubby moment, I wore and I look fugly in it.

But its not for sale now hahaha :P

Ala-the-Bimbo Paris Hilton~

Picnic dress (For sale)

Never get the chance to wear it.

Pinky tiny flowers. (For sale)

Bought in Thailand.

Worn twice.

After sorting everything out. Tadaaa :

It took the whole day.

Penat.com

Unlucky day!

2010-02-01T23:41:00.004+08:00

Today I got myself locked out from my car! Unbelievable! LOL

Will blog more soon.

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The weather was scorching hot when I entered my car. I just couldn't take the heat as I normally would let the car chill for a bit by opening the car door before I started driving. LOL. I clad in my formal attire that day, so the torture under the hot sun is enough for me. Couldn't be bother to wait I wind down the mirror a little. Normally I wouldn't! Hahaha.. weird rite.. :P

So right, as I reached home I totally forgot that my central lock has problem and normally I would at least open one of the car lock just in case if shit happens. True enough! Shit did happen!! The door "click"
because I didn't open the car door widely ajar T T.

Dah la I shoeless somemore. As most of you know I always drive with barefooted. What more the pavement is literally burning my toes! SOOOO.... I look left and look right, noone is around, apa lagi! I climbed la over the grill door T T. You just would not want to imagine how I climb T T I wore skirt dammit!

Engine is still running. Panic stricken I forced my right arm in to grab the keys. Failed of course :( . But still I tried many times because I don't wanna create a commotion at the front of my house. hehe
Thus the result :

Forced too hard that it left red marks :(

damn Sakit!!!

Thought I could be a heroine and save the day but it left me with no choice, being the bimbo that I am the weather is hot and I'm melting! I need help from my ~~knight in shining armour~~ neighbour! So I called my neighbour out and Uncle came into my rescue. Damn paiseh. I don't really talk to him somemore! LOL. Seeing him with experience he took the wire and started twisting the end forming a knot. Wah! I never thought of that. GENIUS! and after a few attempt to reach for the lock waHHlahHH it opened!!!!

ahHHH the horror standing under the hot sun for about 30 minutes, luckily I had umbrella to shield Uncle from the sun. lol

This picture was taken after the incident. Before, my hp left in car. So.. No chance to credit my hero Uncle. lol

Look at the fingerprints all over the mirror.

I still haven't get my central lock fix. YEAY! FML :P

New addition to the family! :)

2010-01-31T21:59:00.004+08:00

Introducing Sabrina Cheong Di Xin :) My baby niece here is the new additional member to the Cheong's family. She is prematurely borned and safely arrived on the 1st of January supposedly due somewhere in March. How lucky huh to have a combo celebration of new year+birthday! :) Guess she just could not wait to get out from 'there' and meet the world hehe. She's a very adorable little baby, my bro recorded an impromptu video of her during feedings and manage to capture her smile! And she literally smiles like a ....

PUCCA!!

Really!! No kidding! She's that cute! hahaha. She smiled exactly like Pucca after she was fed in the incubator which literally indicated "Oh, I'm full, I'm very happy now, I wanna sleep" . hehehe. She's very fragile and tiny that I felt no confidence in handling her and a little bit tension to held her in my arms. She made me felt so giant that I'm afraid I might break her little fingers or a bone or two lol.Guess I'll just wait when she's a little big enough :)

Apart from that, the family gathered and discussed about the CNY plan. Well, this year it would slightly different. This time around we will be having Reunion dinner at KL due to Baby Sabrina's condition where she's not fit and ready to travel anywhere yet. And will return to Melaka soon after on the first day of CNY :). I just cant wait for CNY really.. ah! Very anticipating and looking forward to many things! :)

I believe this year round ALSO I have more time to spend with my family and friends :) so no more "lame" excuses not to attend any gatherings or what-so-ever or otherwise many years ago during CNY I'm always "occupied" with the same ol' disappointment until some went emo nemo lol T T. SORRY and NO bowling this time (inside joke)!! hahahaha :) This year I'll make it up to u guys!! Promise!! :)

Am contemplating after I saw my brother's girlfriend cut her hair inspired by Christina Ricci. Her hair was cun-ted and looked fresh and young! I love it. Chop it off, make it short and bob? I'm only afraid it doesn't suite me but at the same time I wanna be a daredevil and try! ah!

Her hair was something like that but with no bangs. I used to cut this short before :

But it wasn't neck length it was a little bit longer then. But that was 2 years ago if I'm not mistaken and then I just decided to keep with the length till now. Somehow I wanna try something different this year. Hmm..

I love Katie Holmes though! A lot! The bangs just suites her tiny little face, ranging from the color, highlights everything. Hopefully can I can pull it off IF I decided to cut this style. LOL

Jennifer Aniston inspired (angled bob)

My all time dream to have curly fries~~~~~

Something daring to try which I may consider.....~~~~~ NOTTT!!! :P

Or just plain Jane .. hmm....

We'll see in few days :P

Till then :)

hey guys!

2010-01-29T22:01:00.006+08:00

YES. Yet another new blog coming from me. lol. Sorry you guys have to start adding or changing the links AGAIN. LOL
Crap knows how many blogs I owned before never even bother to update, my previous "frequent" followers would probably curse me on this :P
hangat-hangat chicken shit at first then mati-ed in the middle of the way... >.<

But THAT won't happen this year (I hope!) as this year one of my new year resolutions is "I promise to keep it up, marry to my blog and update it frequently as I can" :) *fingers crossed*
Merely created to pen down my thoughts at that moment especially those many many happy moments also when the world is turning against me.. not! :P

And obviously my blogskin is still underconstruction so bare with me guys, till I find a suitable ones. And the comment box.. mmm... how to get that ah? nevermind i'll figure that out later. Oh, please please leave a footprint by acknowledging me that you are here :)

Since its a new post and a new blog i present to you ....

my irritated look bwahahahah :P