Sunday, February 28, 2010

the last day of cny.

Sorry for the lack of updates.

Before I forget,

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR to all my readers! :)

To sum up, this CNY is a quiet one for me as in I didn't really go out for visiting except to the home of the regular kakis . Even though not much of visiting, but the collection is increasing year by year. lol. I don't know how that magically happened but no complains :P

Been busy with a lot assignments lately and also FYP. Planning to get it done bit by bit before my trip to China or otherwise I'll be suffering with there after. Along the way, there are also midterms exams. I have 3 midterms this sem. So not really that hectic.

As for my industrial training, I have drilled down to Holiday Inn (Melaka) or Malaysia Airlines (Penang). So either one will do. I'm crossing my fingers for vacant. 

I'm going China in less than a week. Been busy packing winter coats and whole loads of other winter gadgets.My bag is getting bulky due to the thickness of the coats. On the happier note, finally I get the chance to experience cold weather, building snowman and snowfight! :P Also climbing the Great Wall of China. wishing that you are there with me...
Anyway, my mood had been emotionally swinging right to the top and down to the bottom (again and again).



Heaven bent to take my hand
And lead me through the fire
Be the long awaited answer
To a long and painful fight

Truth be told I've tried my best
But somewhere along the way
I got caught up in all there was to offer
And the cost was so much more than I could bear

Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...

We all begin with good intent
Love was raw and young
We believed that we could change ourselves
The past could be undone
But we carry on our backs the burden
Time always reveals
The lonely light of morning
The wound that would not heal
It's the bitter taste of losing everything
That I have held so dear.

I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...

Heaven bent to take my hand
Nowhere left to turn
I'm lost to those I thought were friends
To everyone I know
Oh they turned their heads embarassed
Pretend that they don't see
But it's one missed step
You'll slip before you know it
And there doesn't seem a way to be redeemed

Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so... 


to you, 
i'll wait for you.

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